I have gone out a lot during these holidays. I need to have a quiet time today. I will read some books and think the problems.
I spent two off-days. I have done cleaning up, went to city , gym, university and read books. I did a lot of things.
My uncle has commented my english skills again. My english is not so good. I always have grammar and spelling mistakes. I grow up in Hong Kong. I have not a good chance to study English. He told a number of people started to learn English in their 30s. Yes, there are many successful cases, but I believe I know many many failed cases. Moreover, they paid a great amount of cost for learning English. They need to spend most of time on studying. For myself, I am a busy person. I have others tasks. I just can say “I will try my best”.
I did a cleaning up for my home.I have packed up ten boxes unwanted things. There are all sorts of things , such as books, old clothes and lecture notes. Moreover, a lot of things I bought but only used a few times. At the time, I bought them. I thought them so useful. For example, I bought a water filler system. That is so good. I can drink a cleaner water. But I found the fillers costed so much. Then I back to the old way, drinking a nomal water. When I bought a new things, I only think the most ideal case. After I started to use those things, I know the real situation is not so good.
I just back from a camp. This is a great camp. We know each other deeper and we have a great team too. Moreover, I learnt to be with other people, don’t say “This is not fair”, we should know what is self-sacrifice.
Should we inform her about the whole story? I think we shouldn’t. We are controling the issues in a very good manner now. The whole things is not a bit deal. This is only a crazy girl has some imaginations about our past. She made up all things. Yes, this is not normal. A girl at her age should not act that. Don’t think too much. I don’t think she has any plans. She is just crazy. We know each other for years. Our friendship is not easy to be destroyed by her. We are alright.
It will be settled down. No, It has been settled down 3 years ago. Why is it brought up agian? Just a crazy girl entered our group. We know that, that has been settled down 3 years ago. We are not crazy, she is the only one being crazy. I think we know how to control the things not going worse.
Yesterday, during lunch, I talked with brothers and sisters about my old secondary school life. That period is crazy. Maybe, they were feeling I was telling some made-up stories. But those stories are true. They happened. Some people know me, they can’t believe I graduated in a Brand 5 Secondary School. In their mind, they may think me from a famous school in Hong Kong. I grow up in well-educated family. No, No, No, not. I lost my parents when I was 2 years. I brought by my monther’s sisters. They completed their Secondary School. They are educated people, but very not well educated. I had not so many books when I was a child. ( I have a number of books now.) They don’t like reading at all. They more perfer to spend money on food, rather than buying books.
Well, maybe, I am pretending a “blue blooded” person, which am helping to get into my current friends’ group. Most of them are from a middle-class families. Their parenets are well educated