No feelings.

Tonight, a friend told me he got a full-time job. My head told me I should be very happy and congraduate him. But I have no feelings at all. I knew about the news, and felt that is so distance to me. Maybe, I was so tired at that moment. Or, I have locked myself in a room for such long time. I have spent a lot of my personal things and reading books.


I received a call from my friend today.

He will get wedding very soon. Well, I have attended another wedding two weeks ago. Yesterday, I got a friend in Hong Kong, she got married……..

I am 26 years old. Maybe, this is a good age to get marry…..


中國人有一句說話:「人生不如意事,十常八九。自己近來也不是十分心開心。但今日,牧師證道提及”遇 亨 通 的 日 子 、 你 當 喜 樂 . 遭 患 難 的 日 子 、 你 當 思 想 . 因 為   神 使 這 兩 樣 並 列 、 為 的 是 叫 人 查 不 出 身 後 有 甚 麼 事 。”傳道書7:14

我們常常看事那是否合自己的意,我們沒有那事是否合神的心意。是否 神那事來造就我們。

我想當事件發生時, 神怎樣看。