這年已經是一個人住第六年。今日用了三小時打掃,兩小時洗碗,兩小時弄午餐及晚餐。整日說的話不過十句。又辛苦又苦悶。 其實每一天,每一個星期也是如此的。周未的生活當然是如上的。平日的生活都是沒有什麼太大的分別,只是不用打掃。早上,煲水弄咖啡及吃麵包作早餐。之後,就是弄三文治作為帶回公司的午餐。接著就是開車上班。放工到家中,已經是7時多了。做一個快手晚餐,吃完,洗碗。一般來說都已經9時多近十時了。看看書,或是打公司文件。便要靈修,睡覺的。 一個人就如此。平淡,不過,總好比一些朋友好。相好同住難。有同屋好煩的。
I have gone out a lot during these holidays. I need to have a quiet time today. I will read some books and think the problems.
I spent two off-days. I have done cleaning up, went to city , gym, university and read books. I did a lot of things.
My uncle has commented my english skills again. My english is not so good. I always have grammar and spelling mistakes. I grow up in Hong Kong. I have not a good chance to study English. He told a number of people started to learn English in their 30s. Yes, there are many successful cases, but I believe I know many many failed cases. Moreover, they paid a great amount of cost for learning English. They need to spend most of time on studying. For myself, I am a busy person. I have others tasks. I just can say “I will try my best”.
I did a cleaning up for my home.I have packed up ten boxes unwanted things. There are all sorts of things , such as books, old clothes and lecture notes. Moreover, a lot of things I bought but only used a few times. At the time, I bought them. I thought them so useful. For example, I bought a water filler system. That is so good. I can drink a cleaner water. But I found the fillers costed so much. Then I back to the old way, drinking a nomal water. When I bought a new things, I only think the most ideal case. After I started to use those things, I know the real situation is not so good.
I just back from a camp. This is a great camp. We know each other deeper and we have a great team too. Moreover, I learnt to be with other people, don’t say “This is not fair”, we should know what is self-sacrifice.
Should we inform her about the whole story? I think we shouldn’t. We are controling the issues in a very good manner now. The whole things is not a bit deal. This is only a crazy girl has some imaginations about our past. She made up all things. Yes, this is not normal. A girl at her age should not act that. Don’t think too much. I don’t think she has any plans. She is just crazy. We know each other for years. Our friendship is not easy to be destroyed by her. We are alright.
It will be settled down. No, It has been settled down 3 years ago. Why is it brought up agian? Just a crazy girl entered our group. We know that, that has been settled down 3 years ago. We are not crazy, she is the only one being crazy. I think we know how to control the things not going worse.