這年已經是一個人住第六年。今日用了三小時打掃,兩小時洗碗,兩小時弄午餐及晚餐。整日說的話不過十句。又辛苦又苦悶。 其實每一天,每一個星期也是如此的。周未的生活當然是如上的。平日的生活都是沒有什麼太大的分別,只是不用打掃。早上,煲水弄咖啡及吃麵包作早餐。之後,就是弄三文治作為帶回公司的午餐。接著就是開車上班。放工到家中,已經是7時多了。做一個快手晚餐,吃完,洗碗。一般來說都已經9時多近十時了。看看書,或是打公司文件。便要靈修,睡覺的。 一個人就如此。平淡,不過,總好比一些朋友好。相好同住難。有同屋好煩的。
I have gone out a lot during these holidays. I need to have a quiet time today. I will read some books and think the problems.
I spent two off-days. I have done cleaning up, went to city , gym, university and read books. I did a lot of things.
My uncle has commented my english skills again. My english is not so good. I always have grammar and spelling mistakes. I grow up in Hong Kong. I have not a good chance to study English. He told a number of people started to learn English in their 30s. Yes, there are many successful cases, but I believe I know many many failed cases. Moreover, they paid a great amount of cost for learning English. They need to spend most of time on studying. For myself, I am a busy person. I have others tasks. I just can say “I will try my best”.
I did a cleaning up for my home.I have packed up ten boxes unwanted things. There are all sorts of things , such as books, old clothes and lecture notes. Moreover, a lot of things I bought but only used a few times. At the time, I bought them. I thought them so useful. For example, I bought a water filler system. That is so good. I can drink a cleaner water. But I found the fillers costed so much. Then I back to the old way, drinking a nomal water. When I bought a new things, I only think the most ideal case. After I started to use those things, I know the real situation is not so good.
I just back from a camp. This is a great camp. We know each other deeper and we have a great team too. Moreover, I learnt to be with other people, don’t say “This is not fair”, we should know what is self-sacrifice.
Should we inform her about the whole story? I think we shouldn’t. We are controling the issues in a very good manner now. The whole things is not a bit deal. This is only a crazy girl has some imaginations about our past. She made up all things. Yes, this is not normal. A girl at her age should not act that. Don’t think too much. I don’t think she has any plans. She is just crazy. We know each other for years. Our friendship is not easy to be destroyed by her. We are alright.